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Well OK, here we go. I am divorced, I work, I play games on the computer, and I travel every chance I get. I currently am very single, and often in recent months I feel like I will probably be single for the rest of my life. I sometimes want to be in a relationship, but when I here stories about people that I admire and respect and how their relationship has gone bad,,,,well I just begin to think that I am ok with being alone and doing what I do. After all the things I miss the thing I miss the most is Making Love with someone that cares for me as much as I care for them. I get other things from Family, Friends and Others. Things like conversation, Hugs, compassion.
Yeah I know there is a whole lot more to relationships, but it has been so long and where I am in my life it is going to take "One Hell Of A Man" to win me over. I am no push over any more.
I fight depression everyday. I used to be on medication, but now I just try to find ways to pull myself out of the dumps. And so this is why I am starting this journal. I think I will keep it private for a little while just to write my feelings down. So that I will have an outward way of expressing myself. I don't even know if that's a possiblity. One of my buddies that works at the same place that I work told me about this so I thought I would give it a go. I am going to upload a picture of my, but it is an old one. I do not have any recent pictures at the moment. I have to ask my Friend to help me. He is such a computer geek. I work with computers all day but I am no where near he is with the knowledge. OH well this is it for today.
Good Night and God Bless

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